GoodLuck

she felt my sad, right?

tears was around the eyes..

it was turning. I tried to stop it.

thanks LAOPOs got went yamcha 

I'm more happy.
X)

yesterday I told Laopo.

n I cried.

ya, I'm still sad. and angry.

but I forgive you.

If I forgive everyone.

If I don't care any more.

can all the things become better?

especially he and she?

I'm very tire seriously

can all the sad things just disappear?

stop everything please.

stop argue.stop cry.

what is the answer after 2 weeks?

GOODLUCK to us.

aggrieved

I typed many things.

but I deleted it.

It doesn't matter if I type all

It had been hurt.

It's very hurt to hear that.

I know you're pro.

but can you stop saying like that.

IT'S VERY HURT.

I did that with my heart.

not simply.

I'm not a strong.

I still keep crying.

n I hate this.

disappointed to myself.

hug

laugh like a lunatic in front of classmates

cry like a waterfall alone when miss you.

I need a hug.

I'm very scare actually

but I've to protect you

I can't show my fear

I'm shaking but I say I'm very cold

shaking..

I need you discovery my frighten

I need a hug

I need someone know me.

I can't get it.

quarrel

we have quarrel

again..ya..again..

since last time

I really can't find the significance we hang out again

I didn't change

I'm still me

the impetuous me

you aren't you any more

you need us now cause you'r loneliness

yes.

I should accompany you

but I can't

you didn't last

my friends did.

so now I'm going to accompany my friends

they always be with me since I notice Laopos but not them

I notice them now

but this time

I'm not a fit of anger

Laopos change time continuously

I can't have a confirm date

and my friends date me certainly

I suppose to promise them, don't I?

BESIDES, I HATE YOU INNUENDO I DATE WITH MY FRIENDS

YOU SHOULDN'T DO LIKE THAT

BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T DO THAT WHEN I DATE WITH LAOPOS

I TOLD THEM YOU SAID LIKE THIS

THEY STILL SAID YOUR GOOD TO ME

THEY SAID I SHOULDN'T IMPULSIVE TO HAVE ARGUE WITH YOU

YOU ARE NARROW !

SO SUCKS !

sometime I quite hate this blog

cause something I can't express I'll type here

mainly what I describe Laopos here are all about unhappiness

why can't something happy with Laopos let me express here?

why can't I express something happy with Laopo here?

I don't know what to express any more

I'm resent with you

I feel like I can't forgive you

just like last time I also feel like that

but then we make peace

I don't know this time how are we going to develop

if everything will dilute by the time

will our affection too?